6/3/08 09:31 pm
i just finished taking off a mask...
i've decided i really, truly hate makeup. my friend insisted on putting it on me today, and finally i caved in. the end result was a painted and unhappy chelsea who felt fake and ugly. as soon as i got home i washed it off, and now i feel so much better. i'm truly happy with my face the way it is because i know i'm beautiful the way i am. this is such an amazing realization for me because i used to be so self-conscious. i have come so far in the past few years and it's crazy to look back at the things i used to think and care about. priorities change so much in such little time.
i hope to always have my head in the clouds,
because sometimes everyone is too loud.
they say they love you, but really they don't.
they like to tease and like to flaunt.
my head will always be in the clouds,
because then i will always be in the shrouds
of white and fluff and beautiful stuff.
i love to be in the clouds.